Ever wonder if you self sabotage? I started wondering this a few years back and haven’t given it too much thought since.
I also thought that I chose to do this, that I had complete control over it. That it wasn’t a problem.
Nope. Still doing it. And it’s definitely a problem.
I’m referring to my personal romantic relationships or lack thereof.
Am I unconsciously terrified of commitment? Scared of being hurt? Do I feel undeserving of a good relationship?
I was hoping the abandonment issues I thought I had were just an unlikely idea that popped up in my head. However, this “idea” would explain a lot.
Life may not be so hard if I weren’t kicking my own ass on a daily basis.
“Self-sabotage is when we say we want something and then go about making sure it doesn’t happen.” – Alyce P. Cornyn-Selby